Conversations with My Deepfake Dad

My father died when he was forty-four and I was seventeen. He was a screenwriter who used a tape recorder to take notes about his work and life. A year ago I turned forty-four and wanted to talk to him again. I reached out to Resemble AI, a company that creates clones of voices using machine learning, to discuss the possibility of creating a deepfake of my father’s voice. Over the next several months, I found six hours of his recordings and worked with Resemble AI and my mother to think through the ethical and technological challenges of recreating my father’s voice. When the model of his voice was completed I was able to type and speak words into the interface and hear him speak. 

Conversations with My Deepfake Dad is a series of six conversations created through my interactions with the audio deepfake of my father. Part of this project will be visiting family members, Gestalt therapists, spiritualists, and others who can help me imagine what these conversations would have been. From the information I collect, I will write and record six different conversations with my dad.

Conversation One: Interviews

Released October 15th, 2022, CultureHub, NY (project page)

Based on interviews with family

QUESTIONS:
What did you love?
What did you hope for?
What do you regret?
What do you miss most?
How did you die?

Conversation Two: Letters & Recordings

In progress

Based on archival audio tapes and letters

QUESTIONS:
What were you struggling with?
How well did we know you?
How do you feel about me listening to your tapes?

Conversation Three: Empty Chair

Based on empty chair therapy sessions

QUESTIONS:
What did you think of me being an artist?
Was there tension between being an artist and being a father? Why are you so restless?
Why am I so restless?
How did you handle failing? 

Conversation Four: Medium

Based on sessions with a medium

QUESTIONS:
Where are you now?
What does it feel like to know your life was so short?
What do you wish you could tell us?
What are you thinking about now?
What have you learned?

Conversation Five: Chatbot

Based on interactions with AI model

QUESTIONS:
What do you think about being a deepfake?
Am I asking you the right questions?
Are the answers right?
Are you mad I made a deepfake of you?
Is it weird having someone else telling you what to say?
Are you here or not here?

Conversation Six: Voice Memos

Based on conversations with myself in the car

QUESTIONS:
What now?
Was this what I was hoping for?
What does it feel like to say goodbye?